nothing

Just a woman alone
Wanting to put it on someone
Music and whiskey
Wild teacher
Absence of loved apparent
What is the lost moment?
Captivating trance
Stay or go, but where?
Just want to share
My blue and green nails
Colors all over my body
The colors in my mind
I want to live in that trance
Everything else surreal
Day and night cream
Balled up fortunes
Longing for hidden talent
Stillness too hard to face
Personal belongings sitting
I am looking
The air in between
Sounds and motions unseen
Just me
Doubtable reality
An imprint will come out
Given the opportunity
China is unresponsive
Is someone knocking?
No one there
More whiskey, the last
An excuse to see
Is anyone at the door?
I walk in and out of these rooms smoking cigarettes